Last night I told Michaela and Rose that we were having sex. I told them about how and when it got started. And then Rose told us that you also had sex with her two years ago back when we were making out. My heart sank. I couldn't believe it. You made us keep secrets from one another. You made us lie. I can't believe you did that. Everyone is angry with you.
How dare you be so selfish? I don't feel bad about calling you a man whore and a womanizer in my blog. You are the biggest slut I know. You have slept with three out of five of your friends. Do you think that makes you feel like more of a man? Did you really think we'd never catch on to you? You made me feel like I was special. Like I was the only person in your life that you wanted to be with. And then I find out that you had sex with Rose and made her lie about it. Don't you think it's a little rude to play people like that? You have no empathy for the people you call friends.
And I can't believe you made me lie for so long when you just told Shaun the minute you had anxiety issues. Is that all it takes? I have had anxiety issues about this since day one. I've wanted to tell Michaela for so long but you had to be the one to fucking crack. It's because you're weak Nick. You are the weakest person I know. Oh, you can turn people against each other no problem, but it's keeping a secret that bites you in the ass.
Not only are you a lying selfish asshole, you had the nerve to attack my ex boyfriend too? You talked bad about him and called him names only because you were jealous that Jose is better than you at guitar and I liked him better. How egotistical can you be? Why do you care so much? Not everything is about you Nick. He was way better than you in every way. Because some people show a bit of compassion. I cant believe you thought you'd get away with this, with me of all people. After you lead me on and made me a third wheel for months with you and Keana. After you made me into your therapist and your mother, you had the nerve to do this to your only consistent friend. I really cared about you Nick. I wanted to be your confidant and your rock because I know that's what you needed, but you didn't care.
You were rude, unkind, immature, egotistical, inconsiderate, demeaning, and a coward. I hope you get what you deserve. I hope that someone pretends to be there for you only to stab you in the back in one foul swoop. You will never change. You are a child and will always remain a child. You have burned your last bridge with me Nick. We are no longer friends. I don't want a friendship with someone like you. Don't come running to me when you have problems. I am nothing to you apparently. It's best you pretend that I don't exist.